Sorry to hear about your depression bud. I have a valid question for you. If your growing in a cellar are you going to have to worry about mold more? Your probably using a dehumidifier aren't you?
Off the subject, but I have a bit of depression for you....I went out to give the outsiders their nutes, remember these were random seeds I started, and my 5'er was covered in seed pods! I wanted to scream! I mean it had the same hairs at the bases of the stems like it was gonna be a female. It coulda been a hermie, but I didn't want to chance it....he was decapitated low down and thrown in the yard.