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Toker, you're right, thought about it and it won't work. So on to the next idea. Spider, all I can tell you is that your here for a reason, trust me, a lot of my family served and I have had suicide in my family, I feel your pain brother. All we can do is know that we are still here for a reason and try to do the best we can everyday. I use to think therapy was nonsense, it actually helps to talk about it and get it out. Focus on you and only you until you feel strong enough to carry more weight. You're what's important spider, there's only one of you in this whole world and you need to be strong and realize sometimes only we know how to help ourselves. So you have any hobbies, things you like to do? Laughter really helps, I like to watch comedy, it helps.
 
Well I have a whole bunch of cannabis plants. Lol Just last night was almost the 4th suicide out of my squad. He tried but failed. That son of a bitch is back in the military now. He may be my one man military but you better believe I'm carrying his ass till he is better. So atm that's my hobby.
 
If you can build a wood frame to fit inside and hold up the lights. But a 2 person tent is small in height. Might be better suited as a small bonsai mother room.
 
I once had a 6.5’ tall 300lb marine burst out in tears and broke down in front of me. PTSD. He wasn’t well. This shit is real!! Don’t be afraid to seek help when needed, because the mind can be a confusing place to be. Especially if we are not well. Ever wake up at 3am and miss the toilet because of being so discombobulated? We notice a difference because we were ok when we went to sleep. Illnesses can come on slowly with out the same type of recondition system. It may go unnoticed, but can have that exact type effect in our daily lives.
Sometimes finding the right person to talk to is enough. Someone who knows what that dark mental path is like. Who also knows the way out towards the light. 👍🧐
 
Toker1 I can say I usually get by. My mind is like a mishmash of horror. I usually dont go Into my mind as it is a scary place. And I've sat across from my friends who are the baddest ass people.on this earth and watched them cry. I've seen them cry because they missed the day their first kid was born. I've seen them cry over dying children. I've seen them cry over our friends leaving this realm and Ive slowly watched them decide they could not deal with what we did and end their lives. I dont mean to bring it up on this board its not the place really. But years ago there were many of "me's" here. But guess most have left. So im.sorry ill take it elsewhere
And keep it to growing
 
Just know my friend, help is close by. I know the system I am talking about is not perfect, but when given a proper chance (and finding the correct individual to help) I have seen it help people.
And my garden is my happy place as well. We all need a place to realign our chi.
 
Isn't that the truth toker. Spider, if you ever need to vent, just do it. You said yesterday about all the people that got hurt because of the government telling you that's your job, ever think about all the lives you saved? The biggest problem as a human is that we can do one thousand things right, but it's the one thing we do wrong that we always look at. Only you can turn the direction of your mind, friends can give you strength but it's up to you too turn your thoughts to good. When I was feeling like total junk, I forced myself to do one thing that was positive, just one little thing. You're going to laugh but mine was making my bed. I was told by a very smart man that served, start your day off completing a task, make your bed. If that's all you get done you completed a task today and that's all you can do. I think it's a great idea for you to help your brother in need, helps keep your mind off your troubles. Why is it that it's so much easier to help someone else versus helping ourselves. If anyone knows feel free, I'm all ears.
 
KingFish, I love that saying and I believe it was used in a movie that I also liked.. it makes total sense and I appreciate your viewpoint, very very true and I honestly never looked at it like that. Learn something everyday if you listen... Thanks again.
 
Toker, when I get my garden setup I'm pretty sure it's going to be my happy place as well. I'm going to play music for the girls. Pretty sure they will enjoy it, I know I do.
 
Storing seeds I don't have planted yet? , Can I use a film case and put it in the fridge with some rice inside to help keep moisture out? Thanks everyone for all the help and kindness. It's just important for a lot of reasons, mainly because plants are alive, so I just consider how I want to be treated.
 
It is alway, always easier to help another
Never ask for help (for ourselves) Part of how we were raised

Trying to raise my kids/nephews/neices to NEVER be afraid to ask for help

Now, if I could only take my own advice
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Oh and yes the plants love their music. Alot of us here play music for our girls. Aim your fans right and they look like they are dancing. Lol
 
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