I have to get growing. My pain strain, WT; Critical Mass cbd; White Widow. I can't afford the medicine, street or dispo which have been coming down & having deals. RSO or more FECO is desired end product, quick sublingual dosing w/o etoh. Got the room almost ready, I won't work in a cluttered area. Storing things under the bed until needed. Using the soil I am I can't mess up too much, I even bought a case of tall bottles of Core water. I's not pH perfect but a drip of molasses would be better than me messing up, on a bad day. I'll need to toss old nutes, get something new. I want to hang out there by myself with the doors closed, like when I was in trim jail. Listen to Spotify. I've had a stressful summer into fall. Pugs started getting sick in late August, they're on food costing me $8/day. Over 3 weeks for specialist's appt, their ER had to close last Sunday too many criticals; Two university vet ERs couldn't guarantee being seen, swamped. I have two weeks to call them, try to save $ I don't have, find someone to go with, drive since one pug Hates the car. Once they're stable I'm going into hiding. Or QWET some Mag popcorn that's been freezer ready jarred for a while, practice, it's been a while. Oh, the car is sounding different, think it's the muffler on driver's side. There are two tail pipes so two mufflers - amirite? Yes, I have been buying a lotto ticket online for the mega jackpots. Shalom.