WARNING: this rant may not be for everyone....but since you’ve asked. ... !
I can’t even spell retired yet.... I need to buy 3 consonants and vowels... I should be retired, I’m putting off collecting ss for this year even though eligible. I have younger partners who can’t see any retirement for several more years so I’m stayin in for now. YES, I HATE IT. The area I live has changed despite my highly secluded life and attitudes have shifted .. traffic on a long commute sucks and you never know what hour is going to have overturned trucks or stupid fender benders ON THE OTHER SIDE... AND the people in the direction I’m driving has to slow down and gawk. 7 feet later, we’re back to 70mph. My new truck has 95000miles on it in 2 1/2 yrs, my diuretic works... so in the 100 plus minutes I’m on the road, EACH WAY, I need to stop sometimes twice IN THE MORNING I’m bored driving so I pick at all stupid kinds of snacks. I want to move but we now have grandchildren nearby so ... my wife is locked in. I still want to move. From what I heard on the radio last week I want to move to the west coast. Desperately..but that will not happen and I’m 99.3% sure of it. Someone once said, it’s compromise....haha haha
oh...back to the original question.... no, I grow because it is so much fun and a wonderful experience, the people like you and others here and a few I associate with here of like mind, just seem to have so much of the same thinking and many have similar youthful stories and experiences which brings the camaraderie even tighter. I've never personally met anyone here but there are a dozen or more that I could meet tomorrow and carry-on as if we’d known each other for years.
As I get older I have suddenly had an awakening of sorts. I know I have less tolerance ( not the weed). Time seems to fly. As a kid it took months for a few weeks to pass, now if I think too long, it’s Friday already. It pains me to waste any time and it pains me to apply motivation in the wrong directions or postpone things I want to do. I’m guessing that’s why they coined the words : conundrum and nuthouse