Just want to throw it out there, and I guess to vent. A close friend of mine, more of a brother who I have known most of my life, is in end stage liver failure due to ethanol consumption. In 4 weeks he has gone from a reasonably happy 68 yo person coping with diabetes and recently parkinson's, to a living dead man. Short of a liver transplant, there is absolutely NOTHING that anyone can do for him. He has become a shell of his former person and it is tearing apart him and everyone who knows him. I can't say I'm an angel, and he and I used to hammer it down together like it was nothing. We had so much fun together and did so many things it is difficult to believe it has been so long a time since I first met him. We may not be totally in control of our destiny, but we do have the ability to make informed intelligent decisions that affect our own and other's lives. Many years ago I cut back my ethanol consumption to almost nothing, and recently have eliminated smoking. Do what you can to make your choices, keep your health together, love life, and live life. Peace.