The store I bought seeds from were priced like this
Regular Girl Scout Cookies = $75.00 CDN (12 seeds)
Feminized White Widow = $95.00 CDN (6 seeds)
I bought one back of each. I guess you;re right, I could just get regular and cull the males, but at the time I purchased them I really had no idea what any of that meant. I also do get enjoyment out of budding them eventually.
In terms of consumption. I don't have anything against it, I just don't enjoy the thoughts that go through my head. I can quickly get paranoid and high anxiety, thoughts of my own mortality, thoughts of losing family, life choices, etc. Basically I start feeling not in control of my life and vulnerable.