I have been trying my best for quite a while now to supply myself with some much needed medicine.
Very quickly, a little background: I am 64 years old ( a veteran), and retired a few years ago from a professional position (CPA). I suffer from PTSD, depression, and insomnia. I have not slept well for several decades (yes!) unless I was heavily medicated. Believe me, that is no way to go through life. I mention that because I was not able or willing to put my license/job in jeopardy by being associated with the old "devil weed", plus I reside in a very conservative state (PA). Therefore, I do not have any connections/associations to turn to for help and guidance on growing or to obtain any cannabis.
There are 2 major problems that I have been unable to overcome in in trying to grow my own.
Problem #1 - I have obtained my seeds on multiple occasions from many well known sources, several which are recommended by GWE. This is the strange part... While I have achieved various degrees of success in growing some healthy plants along with just OK resin/stickiness, none of these plants have EVER produced any type of high. NOT EVEN A BUZZ! In fact, none of them have even produced any smell or fragrance. NONE! ( I wish I had a smell problem!). I have tried growing both indoors (400 watt MH/HPS) and out, in soil, DWC, organics, synthetic, you name it. I have tried all of these methods with the hope that something will work. Am I being paranoid when I think that perhaps the seeds are at fault? I know that I may sound that way. Have I been "blacklisted"? Seeds are about the only variable that I have not been able to account for. I do not know where to go from here.
Problem #2 - extreme internode distances. Easily 6 to 8 inches! I realize that excessive lighting distances from the bulb to the plant is the most common cause of this, and have done my best to rectify the problem, without suitable results.
Are the two problems (lack of high/smell and excessive internode distances) connected?
I sincerely apologize for the length of this narrative. I have obtained more seeds (both photoperiod and autos), and plan both an indoor and outdoor grow with the hope that something will give.
While I have expended considerable sums of money during this endeavor, the time that I have spent (unsuccessfully) is my real concern.
That is a drag.
Any input would be most appreciated. And again, I apologize for the length of this write up. Thank you.
Very quickly, a little background: I am 64 years old ( a veteran), and retired a few years ago from a professional position (CPA). I suffer from PTSD, depression, and insomnia. I have not slept well for several decades (yes!) unless I was heavily medicated. Believe me, that is no way to go through life. I mention that because I was not able or willing to put my license/job in jeopardy by being associated with the old "devil weed", plus I reside in a very conservative state (PA). Therefore, I do not have any connections/associations to turn to for help and guidance on growing or to obtain any cannabis.
There are 2 major problems that I have been unable to overcome in in trying to grow my own.
Problem #1 - I have obtained my seeds on multiple occasions from many well known sources, several which are recommended by GWE. This is the strange part... While I have achieved various degrees of success in growing some healthy plants along with just OK resin/stickiness, none of these plants have EVER produced any type of high. NOT EVEN A BUZZ! In fact, none of them have even produced any smell or fragrance. NONE! ( I wish I had a smell problem!). I have tried growing both indoors (400 watt MH/HPS) and out, in soil, DWC, organics, synthetic, you name it. I have tried all of these methods with the hope that something will work. Am I being paranoid when I think that perhaps the seeds are at fault? I know that I may sound that way. Have I been "blacklisted"? Seeds are about the only variable that I have not been able to account for. I do not know where to go from here.
Problem #2 - extreme internode distances. Easily 6 to 8 inches! I realize that excessive lighting distances from the bulb to the plant is the most common cause of this, and have done my best to rectify the problem, without suitable results.
Are the two problems (lack of high/smell and excessive internode distances) connected?
I sincerely apologize for the length of this narrative. I have obtained more seeds (both photoperiod and autos), and plan both an indoor and outdoor grow with the hope that something will give.
While I have expended considerable sums of money during this endeavor, the time that I have spent (unsuccessfully) is my real concern.
That is a drag.
Any input would be most appreciated. And again, I apologize for the length of this write up. Thank you.
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