same here did my first indoor grow last year, my OCD was killing plants over watering drowned seeds , over watered seedlings, finally after a month of utter failure ( 6 Acapulco gold seed drowned 4, amensia seeds killed all but one) got my OCD under control and learned that to much love isn't good. Made it to harvest with 2 AG plants, 1 amnesia and 2 bubble gum and was more then happy with buzz and amount I harvested. had whaite widow fem on outside grow and I was just chilling onthese 3 all was well got bud rot in 1 plant ( way to wet august in WNY ) lost most of the top buds and just harvested early. Planning on statrting again indoors in two weeks. I also found it helpful to keep a written journal of my grows.