Thank You, it is easier for me to appear 'normal' in my words and writings because of grammar and spell checking applications, and I have some chunks of information and knowledge like when it comes to plants and gardens because I've been doing it for years and years. But what I lack and am missing isn't always so noticeable now as it was in the beginning when I was 98% helpless, like the ability to put things in order like the process of getting myself dressed, or being able to figure basic things out, I can know I need a water pH of 6.00 but I can't figure the basic math of how much pH Down I need or remember how much I already put in there moments after I did it. They say it will take 6-months for my brain swelling to do down and then they will know what is perment damage to the various parts of my brain and brain stem, and hopefully things like my shaky hands and stuff will finally stop as well as my constant migraine. Which in turn limits me to only very short periods of time I can be outside of a dark room 23-hours a day to let my brain do nothing but heal itself... Everyday is progress forward, but its so tough when I can't be out there tending plants, because nobody seemed to know enough about them to be able to properly care for them when I couldn't, thus my lack of plants until I can start them all over again.
