I'm on disability for those exact illnesses. Have been for 10 years. It's a permanent and total disability too. So I'm retired technically. My strain of choice, and I've tried A LOT, is GG#4. Completely relaxed, no paranoia, feels like Xanax or Klonopin while your wrapped in in a warm blanket knowing everything's going to be good. Last a long time too. Strong, don't need but 5 hits and your good for 5 hours. It will help with depression, but you really need to find what exactly why you are depressed about and attack it. Why am I sad? What can I do to correct it? And to be honest, sometimes you have to just let go and not give a f*ck anymore. Let it go. It's not worth it. If you need help or wanna talk pm me. I've been through it all, even suicide attempt. The one key advice I can give you, don't hold it in. Don't hide it. The more you bottle it up, the more pain it will cause you.