I love growing my own also alltatup. I can still remember maybe 35-40yrs ago growing male plants till they flowered and burst thinking this was what I was suppose to smoke? Not until a friendly neighbor introduced me to "gorilla growing" it's all us scared shitless hidden growers did for just a few plants for personal use. Me and my country neighbors did not grow huge plots for profit. All we wanted was a few damn big girls to get us through winter up until next summer harvest. We kept our mouths shut and traded back and forth we still do for those of us still working for the man/woman. It's just a beautiful plant with so many possibilities. My sister in law and me just hugged and laughed when it became legal to grow here. Waited 40yrs for it.